determination

determination.... hmmm....sometimes can be a crucial part in life..it can be our break point in certain problems that we through in every single in our life...for me...determination is something bigger than skills or any other wisdom...determination can make a person to succeed in his/her life or career...today, kind a stress because it was terrible when I play futsal with my friend or in the team...aarrgghh...it teach me determination to reach certain target to become respect from others in playing futsal...and until now sometimes i feel bad although i can score for team...but anyway...sometimes can be good to me because it can help me to work hard instead of getting gratitude from others and stop to develop technique and skills...i also realize that sometimes become a develop player can teach us to appreciate what we got and humble with the ability that anyone in the team dont have...that's all maybe for today...hahaha...kind a tired after playing futsal with the others...seriously...so be it...tq..

pyar!!!!(hindustani)...

piyar..hahaha...ntah la ape bende aq nak cite sal bende nhe..aq rse hmpir sume post aq bce kat wall org sume akan tulis mengenai sal PYAR....hahaha..(urm..asal aq nak sembunyikan bende alah nhe dengan ckp bhasa hindustan???)

sesuatu bende yg suci untukk diperkatakan dan bgi aq,,..hanya org yg tw maksud sebenar disebalik bende alah tu (pyar) yg ada standard untuk diperkatakan...still aq rse cinta tu seakan dtg dan pergi kebanyakan remaja zaman sekarang...bgi aq la kan cinta itu sangat bernilai estetika...sukar untuk digambarkan dengan kata2...hanya mmpu di sempurnakan secara hati yg tulus dan ikhlas...

tpi kan remaja zaman skg nhe...haish..enthla...kpel sane sini..pastu 2 atau 3 bulan...hahahah..dah break...sgt plik...huhuhu...i most prefer to cinta yg long lasting...saling mempercayai partner antara satu sama lain...itu adelh perkre plg penting dalm sebuah mahligai percintaan..hahha...bende tu bukan mainn smta2..tpi bende yg akn memberi effect dalam hidup ssorg...seriously!!!..

mmg la lumrah alam ...yg lelaki akan tertarik ngn wanita...i'm positively sure that most of the women or gurls in this world would prefer a handsome and having a high carrier guy or more in money...but do u ever think about his feeling at the first time they saw you???...think again...hahaha...myb i watch too much of movie...hahahah...but overall its like that anyway..haaha...but if i want to choose a gurl that i want to live and die together, i want she to accept what i had and i accept all her weaknesses and her strength bcuz to me sincere, loyal to partner is the most important than a physical state..its about the inside of someone's thought or feeling ..many of men wouldn't prefer this way..but 4 me...its the reality..

my friends had said that "kalau kita mw pompuan yg plg cun...konfem la byk yg berebut...tpi skiranya kita cri yg sdg2..atau luhur keperibadian..bgi aq itulah yg terbaik...i know that evrybody have their taste in womens and guys also...as i grow up i realize many things in life..:)


aq sendri pun mempersoalkan...why do people say that love come and go just like that??...try to think deeper..why dont juz be yourself and be honest...bgi aq itu adlh cra yg terbaik antara dua berlaina jantina nhe...hmmm...but in this world i know that not everyone are perfect...but the imperfection in someone's leads to a perfection in someone's eyes...think again...you try to think why people do not choose the hottest gurls or womens in this planet if everybody in this world just want to find a women or a gurll that is perfect???.


but still..aq kkdg rse cdey gak melihat pompuan zaman skg yg baikk terpaksa berhati-hati ngn buaya darat...sampai lelaki baik cm aq nhe...(hehhee..trip bajet plak)...tak dipercayai lagi oleh kaum hawa yg lain...why!!!?????...feels kind annoying me sometimes...haish...

but my friends said that "kalau ko btul2 nak jdikan sbgai peneman ko kat dunia ngn akhirat (insya-ALLAH),  bykknla berdoa kpd Allah agar dilembutkan hati nya untuk menrima seseorg dgn seadanya.."
but kalau mmg bukan jodoh kita berserah kepada Allah...aq ykin kalau la dya sah2 mmg tak ngam ngn kite..konfem kite sndri akan berfikir...why !!???...but smua tu akan terjawab bila..ada dalam ayat al-Quran..."lelaki yg baik untuk pompuan yg baik"...so think again in ourself..are we good enough to get a perfect women or gurl that we like to share our life with her???..to me learn to adapt and evolve...(msuk dah bio plak)...blaja dari yg lepas dan try jdikan pengajaran...then try fikir adkah..kita btul2 sempurna ???...aq yakin semua manusia tak sempurna melainkan nabi la kan...well..but jgn plak fikir yg pompuan tu sempurna..tntula ada weaknesses kan...so...korg bykkan berdoa kepada Allah...agar mendapat istri (cehwah mcm doktor hati plak)...yg baik dan long lassting..

actually, aq tak suke ngn frasa "love come and go"...for me arrhh...ape ar bende tu ....tak patut la...i owez think if the love relationship is present let it be long lasting or until jannah ...hahahaha...juz to express myself and opinion...hahaha...

last but not list...
harap smua llaki dapat mencari tulang rusuk kiri korg yg tlah lama hilang dari generasi ke generasi...ngn mencari partner rusuk yg sesuai ngn anda..dan jgn sakiti tulang rusuk itu..kerna mungkin akan bawa kamu kebahagiaan dalam hdup...:)

dream!!!

aq rse lawak la nak cite mimpi aq dalam tahun nhe..hahahah...tpi aq pon nak cite gak mimpi kawan aq..hahaha...sbb dye mimpikan pasal aq..hahahah...excited nak mmpos la plak aq rse...

so first nhe aq nak cite sal mimpi kawan aq dlula...first kitorg sms tw..(blom lagi mimpi)...so tyme kitorg sdg sms..dye gtw aq yg dye mimpi sal aq..hahha...aq nak gelak kot nak mmpos...trus aq tnyala dye mcm mne cite mimpi kawan aq tu...so the dream start with..


kawan aq :  wey, ko tw tak aq mimpi psl ko smlm
aq:  HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...(ade gak org mimpi sl aq..)
kawan aq :  btol la wey...aq pon x tw nape...hahahaha
aq :  well,  aq kiut besala....hahahah
kawan aq : dhla jgn nak mengade...hahahha
aq : apela bende yg ko mmpi tu???
kawan aq :  aq rse mcm aq nhe hantu pla tyme tu ko tw x....huhuhu
aq :  yeke????..cian nye ko.hahaha..so bile part aq muncul nhe???(ttibe nak excited plak)..
kawan aq : ko tyme tu bru hbis men bola kat pdg pastu tyme tu aq ade kat ctu..tpi ttibe ko trus blah                  mcm aq nhe x de mkne je kat ctu...huhuhu
aq:  wow...hahaha...biar btol..cian gak ko nhe..huhuhu..mustahilla aq gtu..(chewah2)..hahaha
kawan aq :  twla aq nhe bukan sesape..
aq : leks la...hahaha
kawan aq :  lepas tu aq kene kejut oleh roommate aq..trus habis..
aq : laaaaaaaaaa...tu je???
kawan aq : yelah..
aq : pesal roommate ko awal tol kejutkan ko...hhuhuh
kawan aq : ko tnye la dye...haha


THE END

hahaha..plik gak kkadg org mimpi sal aq...hahaha..kiut kot mcm dlm prof pic aq la..hahhaa..bajet nak mmpos...pastu kawan aq dah cite bende lain...dan still aq tepikir2 plak bende tu...hahaha...well let it be right????...hahaha...



pastu hati isnin la kalau x silap kan... 25 mac 2012...hihihi..aq mimpi plak sal kawan aq tu  plak..tpi aq x gtw dye ar..sbb kitorg dah jrg berhubung..dye ngn keje dye dan aq ngn keje aq...huhuu...tpi x pela...aq nak cite la nhe mimpi aq nhe...hehhehe



suatu mlm yg hening aq sdg baring di atas katil sambil mendengar lagu yg aq rse sgt mendayu-dayu ...lantas aq pon tertido...hahahah...


(in the dream)


aq berada di bilikku sdg duduk di atas kerusi roommate aq di depan meja blaja...(sungguh pelik)...aq pon tyme tu x tw sbnrnya pebende aq bwt..hahaha...

tpi ttibe aq rse ade cgu plak msuk bilik aq...ow yeah..kalau x silapkan bilik aq tu mcm klas kot besarnya...hahaha....so kononnya bilik aq tu klas la...hahahah...so aq pon duduk kat depan...ttibe kawan aq yg sorg nhe...ttibe dok sblh aq tw...tpi tyme tu aq bwt blurrr je...hahaha...al mklum la ....aq ngn kawan aq tu dh jrg kontek...huhuhu...x pela...then aq pon bukak la buku bio 121...sbb tyme tu lecturer bio msuk ke klas...hahaha...tpi kan aq rse awkward la plak tyme tu..sbb aq dok ngn kawan aq yg dh jrg sms...huhuu...dye pon blaja bio sblh aq selamba badak je...tpi tyme tu aq ttibe sume pelajaran aq x msok...sbb memikirkan sal kawan aq tu..persoalan utama dalam mimpi aq tu..

"apekah aq mc memikirkan sal dya sdgkan kitorg dh x de ape2...???
"adkh aq mc inginkan dya???"
"ada hikmah ke di sebalik mimpi yg aq alami tu???



haih..kkdang timbul kembali persaan dulu tu...huhuhu...well...after kitorg dh jrg sms...aq cdg nak start to do my own things without her myb bcuz she is quit busy than i am...huhhu...nvm...then  ttibe mimpi nhe dtg...haish...terkial2 plak dlm pikirn aq tw..huhuhu...aq tw aq sdg blaja...tpi lumrah alam nak bwt cmne gak kan...huhuhu...


kkadang mimpi nhe juak mmbri kita satu pengajaran kot...hahaha...aq pon x tw la apebende ...hahha...tpi one thing 4 sure...tyme aq mimpi tu aq rse happy je sbb dpt gak aq meluangkan mse dgn dya walaupun bukan di alam yg nyta...hahaha..(aq rse ayt aq nhe gle la)..

ala..its my life isn't it????

just a thing that i want to share with u'all...hahahha...ade gak kwn aq ckp...mimpi nhe sesuatu perkara yg bakal berlaku cume situasi nya upside down..i u know what i mean..hahaha...

k..tu je nak cite ngn korg..kalau ade lagi aq post la lgi..hahhaa...janji lawak la..kalau bgi aq...hahaha
tata!!!!

life

salam,  saya nak share la 1 perkara mungkin mengenai driku yg mungkin agak pelik...hahaha..(what am i saying?).  tapi characterisitic nhe semacm best plak.  after i'm saying this you would probably think that my ambition is not suitable with my weird chracterisitic or maybe there is..hahahaa...skg nhe nak jdi seorg saintis tpi karakter yg tersembunyi plak sule tgok perangai org brbnding diri sendiri.. probably most of you think that i'm a stalker.  but daaaa, I'm really NOT!!!..hahaha..(what the __________)

well..this kind a habit sometimes intrigue me..hahha..looking at someones appearance and cube untuk mengenal pasti karakter tersembunyi..ehhhee..ade sekali aq tgok org awek nhe...cantek je kalau berckp ke bwt pape keje ke...tpi...kalau dh tido..hahaha..TUHAN ngn aq je yg tw kot mase tu...hhahaha...

well sometimes its kind a hilarious..LOL..

 

hahaha..sepatutnya,  aq nhe amik major social kot.  aq lagi suke tgok pompuan yg power pastu cari kelemahan dya sbb ingin menyangkal kesempurnaan yg hangat di[erkatakan oleh rakan2 aq.  hahaha..jaat gile seyh aq.  but still i believe that everyone has its own weakness and its own strength.  not everyone are perfect. yela,aq twla...aq dok ketawakan org mcm x sedar diri kan???.  hahaha. 

tyme aq dok kat tingkatan 5 kan.  aq ada sorg kawan atau classmate aq la.  dya tnya kat aq 

"pehal ko asyik dok diam je dn x bukak buku pon untuk study?? but instead looking at other students that pass by".  then, aq gtwla yg  aq lagi suke tgok perangai org than membaca buku.  hahaha.  then, her face is kind a shock (alamk kedapatan plak kwn aq nhe pompuan)..hehehe.  continue with my story.  well, i'm also shock by looking her shock face.  then aq ckp la yg aq nhe mcm sesuai dalam bidang social behaviour.  hahhaha..then dya pon ckp la, dya pon suke gak bidang tu but her parents didn't  give her a chance to take that major.  papon,  aq terkejut ade gak org nak amik major dalam bende alah tu..hahaha.  well, it shows that the world are not to big actually.  just a phrase. 

well..it is a hobby or a habit actually..well, bagi aq satu hobby yg bgi aq bez gler...hahaha..to get know various kind of people in this world.  every human and not alike.  like meiosis something like that.  (pehal ttibe bio nhe???).  hahah..